sabar ...datanglah pdku...

salam sume..n have a nice moments......
urm, byk kot y blaku utk 2-3 ary nie.....(masa x update post)


for yesterday... (2/3/11)...
time nie... ade mcm2 y tjd..... kes bngun lewat r...
ada one kid tarik tngan ak ajak g bsuh tngan la...comeyy sgt bdak tu....
ak pon geram jer nk cubit2 pipi die tu..
hehehhe...korang jgn tiru ak tau...kecian bdak tu..lebam t..hehehhe...
urm...and then ak g kelas tnpa pakai kad matrik n then juz wear selipar...hohoho...
xpernah kot ak g kuliah pakai selipar biasa cm tu...
tht's my 1st time.... hopefully after this ak xwat lg.....nasib bek pak cik guard xwat operasi ary tu..
lau x, abis nama ak tjejas.....
ngeeeeeeee.................
mlm lak, ak abiskan masa wat lesson plan utk micro teachg...
there's a lot of thngs tht i hve learned...
len kali dh xmau dh wat last minute cm ni...cm sem 2 dulu jer...
evrythng last minute...
cm smlm, tido lewat giler.... n then xsempat nk prepared...
smata2 cd n some teaching materials y xderkkkk...
penat kot.....
penat otak hingga nk ajar ape xtau..nak ckp ape pon xtau..
xleh pk, blur, blank  n so on....
y wat markah group jd rendah.........rendahhhhhhh.....................n rendahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................
xdak ape y ak pk sbnarnya time nie......
y ak pk, cm ne nk set up evrythng bia jd ok......
ak xmau markah rendah...
n ak xmau gak d hina like sem 2 dulu.......................
i hateeeeeeee about it..
tp knp xfhm?????
yes, i'm not supposed to do micro teaching... tp sebb ak scare dpt markah rendah...
then ade kate mngata kt blakang.....
yeah, ak xsempat nk prepare ape2 pon masa micro teachng...
nk burn cd ponnnn, cd ade prob......
pk nk bg ape kt student lg...
lau x pk sal ak blaja sni tuk my mum, my dad n my fmily.........
lau xpk ak wat sume tu tuk my carry marks...
ak xkn lakukan semua tu.............
no way..........shitttttttttttttt..............
i really don't like to write this.....
but ak gak xmau nangis n tnggung sume nie.............
Ya Allah...berikanlah ak kekuatan.... andai ini dugaan y perlu ak tempuhi dlm menimba ilmu-Mu...


3/3/11.................
at this time........ak bru blik dr micro teaching..
evrythng not very good.................
mane nk good nye lau xsempat nk plan ape y perlu d ckp..
ape y perlu d ajar....
spttnye....
smlm ak kena concentrate 4 micro teaching jer...
xperlu pk itu xde..
ini xder....
hal2 y ley wat otk ak blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr spnjang masa.................................
evrythng kelam kabut.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

evrythng make me feel sad......

i'm really tension abt it...............
tht's y i'm supposed to post this on my blog to make me feel better and more cool.....
adoiiiixxx..................ak xtau la apa lg y akn dpt...
ni, pk y tingkah laku lak.....
sptt nye time nie, evryone dh prepare bhgian mane nk kena present.........
dh cri pe mklumat y perlu di ckp bile d tnye...
xperlu la nk arapkan org len...................
arggghhhhhhhhhhhh..............
am i gonna be crazy???????

terima kasih wat ummy...
sebab ajar ak bersabar...even sometimes ak xdpt nk pendam sowg2....
maaf...ak btol2 sensitif ........tp ni la diri ak....
wish me 2 be more patient abt it ok??...
thnks frenzzzz....
salam...